Rishtey

Rishtey toh nahi, rishton ki parchaayiyaan mile
yeh kaisi bheed hai, bass yahaan tanhaayiyaan mile

Rishtey toh nahi, rishton ki parchaayiyaan mile
Yeh kaisi bheed hai, bass yahaan tanhaayiyaan mile

Ek chhat ke tale ajnabi ho jaate hai rishtey
bistar pe chaadaro se chhup so jaate hai rishtey
dhunde se bhi iname nahi darmaayiyaan mile
yeh kaisi bheed hai bass yahaan tanahaayiyaan mile

jisko bhi dekhiye woh adhura sa hai yahaan
jaise kahin ho aur woh aadha rakha huwa
ho jab jahaan jude wahi judaayiyaan mile
yeh kaisi bheed bass yahaan tanhaayiyaan mile

ristey toh nahi rishton ki parchaayiyaan mile
yeh kaisi bheed bass yahaan tanhaayiyaan mile

Why does my heart feel so sad?

I feel like something inside of me just went off. This usually does happen when I see Roger Federer go down in a match. I didn't see this one, but to see the 6-4, 7-6 score for James Blake against Federer was enough to bring a lull of sadness. Federer, he who has never lost to this opponent in the 8 times that they had played before Beijing, was ousted. Nadal at the french, Nadal at Wimbledon, the rising Brit - Andy Murray, Karlovic, and now James Blake have all been able to get the better of him.

Why does it hurt a little? Is it the thought they have him figured out or the realization that like all good things, this too must come to an end. What perhaps intensifies the feeling is that when you admire someone in sports, its usually because you see yourself in them or at least you want to. And when you see pretty much anyone can knock him out now, you know that someday you too wont be as good as you once were.

Swimming Strokes

Sunset Crater, Flagstaff

Bleeding Love

Closed off from love
I didn’t need the pain
Once or twice was enough
And it was all in vain
Time starts to pass
Before you know it you’re frozen

But something happened
For the very first time with you
My heart melts into the ground
Found something true
And everyone’s looking round
Thinking I’m going crazy

But I don’t care what they say
I’m in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don’t know the truth
My heart’s crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

Trying hard not to hear
But they talk so loud
Their piercing sounds fill my ears
Try to fill me with doubt
Yet I know that the goal
Is to keep me from falling

But nothing’s greater
Than the rush that comes with your embrace
And in this world of loneliness
I see your face
Yet everyone around me
Thinks that I’m going crazy, maybe, maybe

But I don’t care what they say

[Keep Bleeding lyrics on http://www.elyricsworld.com]

I’m in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don’t know the truth
My heart’s crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I....

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

And it’s draining all of me
Oh they find it hard to believe
I’ll be wearing these scars
For everyone to see

I don’t care what they say
I’m in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don’t know the truth
My heart’s crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I....

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love

Quote of the day

"If you are not criticized, you may not be doing much."
~Donald H. Rumsfeld

Quote of the day

Sooner or later, those who win are those who think they can.
~Paul Tournier

Frustration

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